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summer's end [Aug. 21st, 2007|01:51 pm]
mshedwig
So summer is coming to an end...which means things are going to drastically change. I'm moving back to Boston which is very exciting, but also very scary. When I left Boston to come to dc for the summer I was leaving an important person behind. Now, i'm not sure how she's going to fit into my life. And i'm scared. I also have gone through so many gender changes this summer. I have felt like a girl for a good part of the summer, but had to present female even when i didn't want to, when i almost couldn't. This will all be changing again. I won't have
my parents breathing down my neck, telling me how a woman should dress and act...

I feel as though i am living two completely separate lives. There is my life in Boston, and my life in DC. Slowly i feel my life in Boston becoming more influential and a larger part of who I am. Again, i'm scared. DC is my home, it's shaped me and embraced me and helped me become the person I am today. But boston is slowly becoming my home now. I have my own address, my own mailbox, hell- even my own minuscule bedroom. The hard part for me is letting go of the things I have going well for me in DC and letting myself go to boston without any regret. This year will be very different from the last.

I hope I can find a real home within my apartment, and i hope I can build a real family of people with whom to share love and support.

10 days.
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From: urban_cowboyz
2007-08-22 02:22 am (UTC)
I can't wait!

and uhm be whoever you are, you're adorable no matter what! =]
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[User Picture]From: suburbanyte
2009-12-25 01:11 pm (UTC)
You still around girl?
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