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crapycrapyday [Dec. 13th, 2005|09:25 pm]
mshedwig
I feel like crap today. It was just a long long long day, and i'm SO done. School was pretty crapy. I failed a test, i felt really left our for whatever reason with my friends... work was interesting. I cant tell if jason is FINALLY opening up, or if it was a fake day of progress. I also still havent come out to anyone at work, which is problamatic. I mean, i would never say anything to my co workers but I do feel i shoud say something to the other interns. Its annoying, i ask andrew all about his weekend and he talks for an hour. Then, he doenst ask me one question about my weekend. How am i ment to come out if he doesnt as me ANYTHING. am i truly ment to (as we are working) be like "wanna go get coffie with the lezbian?" and then start to get up and get my purse?

gack. i'm not sure anymore. I just feel really trapped whithin this little bubble of "me".

I feel as though one of my friens is driving me absolutly NUTS while the other one is slowly ignoring me. yeh. complain, complain. i know. just let me be emo for a while...ok?
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From: _pisschrist
2005-12-15 06:36 pm (UTC)
mah blue... i won't tell you nto to feel bad, cause that'd be a) hypocritical and b) everyone feels bad sometimes, but remember that you fucking rock. and that i miss you. and you need to come up to new york so i can take you to heaven on a friday, and you need to meet this one chick i know. love.
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[User Picture]From: talenaluver123
2005-12-19 05:50 am (UTC)
can i touch ur hair
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From: (Anonymous)
2005-12-22 04:31 am (UTC)
blue i love you. altough i think you already know that ;)
i think though, now things are starting to take a stepfroward for you and jason, so hopefully things will be better..

and im sorry if you've been feeling like ive been slowly ignoring you. im always going to be here though :) that i can promise you :)
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From: (Anonymous)
2005-12-22 04:37 am (UTC)
hehe wow, i didn't know if posting on livejournal was going to work since i don't have a livejournal but apparently it did.
okay good to know :) now i can comment you!

i hope you have an amazing break and that things go well with eveyrhting :) you have to email me to keep me updated on things, i won't be able to check them often cause but ill go to an internet cafe or something :)

merry xmas and have a fabulous new years!
i love you ms blueberry pie :)

ps- im going to go on pick-up line adventures while im there!
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